Monday, December 20, 2010
back here again!!

Hello world, I'm back again! As life goes on, things changed. I think its the right time for me to update my blog again. It's been half a year since I last updated my blog, I don't want to get an excuse on whether I'm busy or what. Basically I'm just too lazy to update. Well bloggy you are so right, there is only when I feel lost and tired then I will start to think about you. We don't care what and who will be seeing this, but to just vomit out whatever I want to express. Now I'm fishing at Tanah Merah, somewhere that I'm not suppose to go in but well, some rules are meant to be broken. :p Recently I'm in love with fishing! While waiting for the fish to kiss my hood, I'm here to crap abit.. Haix.. Academic are not doing very good. I spent 2 full days on one of my module, thermodynamic, pretty confident before the actual exams but screwed up when I saw the paper. My mind just suddenly went blank and I couldnt even answer fully on any of the question on the paper itself. To be honest, I feeling extremely demoralized even now, 3 days after the paper. Haix, girl was right, I should have started the revision earlier and get the formula crave into my bone. Recently, I got a new job. Due to the company policies, I'm not allow to share any of the information publicly, therefore I can only tell you that it's regarding the sales of furniture. During the 2hours+ interview(pretty long ah :x), I was supposed to share about myself. Talk and talk, it triggered the memories of my past. People are growing up and eventually became better, but I'm like going backwards. I used to be so enthu and active, but now should I call myself a slacker?! Haix... Junhong you got to do something about it.. I don't want to end up getting so much regrets.. I don't want to leave so much blank in my young time.. =\ Found a new job, working with her.. Know a group a super duper interesting people. Hahax.. Well.. This job that im doing now is just so much interesting as compared to many other.. Really looking forward in coming working days :) Orh ya! I have this very cool? manager,H. Haha.. He is super funny, yeah sometimes. Hahah.. Um.. Today I was abit late, but still earlier than the rest.. So there was only him and me in the office.. Um I'm not a very good talker, especially one to one.. Then I felt abit uneasy and awkward by just keeping quiet :=\ keep think where's the rest.. 'omg omg faster come and save me' hahahaha.. Well, after job during crap crap session, he shared something like.... Guys are different from girls. Most girls can just literally shared everything to their closest friends while guys tend to have alot of things keep it to themselves. Um.. True enough... Girl sometimes does complain that I don't want to share.. Um but most of the time, it's just don't know how to share.. And many of the times are just.. Even sharing, it doesn't help to improve.. But just making another person worry about it.. So ya.. Hahax.. Haix.. It is december.. Another year coming.. What I had done for 2010, nothing much remarkable stuff.. This is like seriously impossible to have in my past.. But now I'm facing with this kind of situation.. Ohmy.. I'm wasting my 2010.. =\ Ok I got a big fish, I suppose... Rod is shaking like hell :D oh go away emo emo!!!!